dining up

Sign #1 that you're an overcommitted church planting tent making missionary crazy person (technically speaking):

You find yourself leaning over the kitchen counter eat "dinner" at midnight still wearing the backpack you've yet to take off since arriving home only to go up and go to bed after massive e-mail and to do lists to get up in the morning and drive to the job where you actually make some amount of money to take home.

really i just found myself laughing at myself tonight as i leaned over the counter and ate a sandwich as the clock turned midnight.

i promise to write more soon. to give you a general understanding of what my life looks like right now the last thing on my to do list says (and i promise it really says this) : "collapse into a pile of exhaustion"